This Crazy Love Life

It was just a random day. I woke up with the mind set to just deal with all of my relationship problems. I took a shower and got dressed for Army Reserve Daily Drilling. As I was coming back into the house I got a message from him that said, “When are you gonna be home so I can come over because we have to talk”. I replied back that I was home. We texted back and forth for a good 20 minutes. I was so upset because he was saying ridiculous things. So I told him that I wasn’t in any shape or form to see him. He then started to change and say things that I wouldn’t think that he would say. He started talking like he didn’t care about how I feel. He always told me that I was different than those other girls and he didn’t care about them. That I was the only one that touched his heart and that he loves with his whole heart. After all of this, I find it hard to believe a word that was said. My family and friends keep telling me that I’m too young to be stuck on one, but I love this boy and I’m not ready to let go. I guess that I have to move on and follow my destiny, which I thought was him.

Hey you guys, I’ve been gone but I’m back now and I will be dedicated to you to the fullest.